Back in October, I was trying to come up with some kind of intro or tagline for my fall sale. I’m not a marketing person, so I usually dread that kind of thing. Most social media content is a headache for me to make (or maintain), but this poem came with ease.
Maybe I was just that angry, that exhausted, that stubborn. Sound familiar?
KICKING & SCREAMING
like being born for the first and the second
and the hundred-thousandth time;
like dragging yourself through yet another
fucking impossible day; like clawing your way out
of nightmare #589 of the year; like furiously demanding
to live—even in the desert, even under siege
of the sun, even when everything is an ache.
kicking and screaming like the futility of hollow victories
and the fury of everything they can’t take
from you: like the last time you burst into laughter
so hard it made your stomach hurt, and that time
you let your shoulders sag as you breathed in
the stale air from an open window, like the sinking
realization that “it wasn’t supposed to be like this”;
kicking and screaming like the will to love as hard as you can
because you can’t fix the world but maybe you can help
one person feel less alone. kicking and screaming like
you’re fighting to stay alive, stay human, stay tender,
stay generous, stay curious, when every system says
you’d better not, or else—or else what? kicking and
screaming like there’s no other goddamn option.



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